I started writing a book this morning. The interesting thing (well, at least interesting to me) is that I have thought about this for a long time, but when I did it, it made me feel physically ill. Dizzy, nauseated (NOT nauseous, which means "nauseating" [i.e., conducing to nausea]), the whole bit. This has relatively recently become a habitual response for me to tension, conflict or nervousness. I don't like it.
I am in therapy, which is where this first started, when topics came up that were difficult to deal with. But why when I'm writing? (Incidentally, this book is not about my therapy or my traumas or anything like that. It's just a simple adventure fantasy thing.)
Maybe I'm just catching something. I can always hope.
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